Struggling with emotions I don’t want to feel;
Thinking about them makes my head reel.
Hiding my thoughts, the pain that I feel;
The things that I’ve been through, inexplicably real,
Eats at my soul and makes my heart numb;
Til the pain disappears and I let my God in.
The pain in my eyes matches pain in my heart.
I am completely ready for a new start.
Only one person can fill up the void;
Only one can repair the damage done.
God is the reason, the answer, the truth!
He and only He can show me the proof
That all of that pain will be worth the reward.
Arwyn Montroy grew up at Jesus People USA and has been an example of patience, perseverance and faith through chronic, life threatening illness. Her fiery red hair matches her vibrant personality and inner strength. You can read more about the challenges Arwyn has overcome at Myasthenia Gravis Awareness.